Sunday, November 09, 2008
Goodbye forever.
Nov 3 ; The saddest day of life My eldest uncle had left us and went to heaven.
Everything happened so sudden.
I dont know what to do at all .
i received a phonecall in sch from my mum &
i jus went dumbfounded.
I never felt so sad before.
No matter how miserable im,i knew my mum is even more miserable.
I saw her cried day after day at the funeral.
However,i cant do anything but to comfort her & to be by her side.
She lost a brother,someone who dote so much on my family.
but now...
He's gone.
Yes,life and death are part and parcel of life.
but its really hard to accept when u lost your close one.
3days after uncle left us, I had to sit for my Olvl chinese.
I tot i will be affected by this incident & screw up the paper.
but lucky is, I didnt.
I recalled uncle once told me to do well for my exams,
so i went in with confidence.
telling myself that faring well for my paper will not let my uncle down.
Yes,all thanks to him,i was calm & not abit nervous.
Sadly to say,
the phonecall he made last week,was the last time i talked to him.
I missed his voice,his presence & his laughters .
There are so many things left undone.
Intially,mum plan to burn a vcd of my youngest sis's graduation
concert to let him see.
My family also planning to go for an overseas trip with him next year during new year .
But i guess, everything is too late to be done.
He had left. And there's nothing i can stop .
Till now,i still feel the grief of my uncle's departure.
His demise , really changed my perspective of life. Have u wonder what is your purpose of life?
*& to a bunch of friends, thanks alot for ur concern & comfort .the msges i received each day made me felt very touched .you guys helped me to go through this darkest journeynow,Im feeling much better .& im learning how to let go alrdy...(:
Do cherish everyone around you.
Labels: Uncle, will u come to my dream tonight?
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